Happy Chinese New Year.

HaRLooooo~
Happy Chinese New Year.

Not much things to share abt the Chinese New Year.
It's sad n I knw.=(
We not going back pg n it's out of my expectation cuz I was thinking abt that since my birthday month's.
Sammy start her Hotel Job's n you knw: Ppl Holiday Hotel Hot Seasons.=(
So...As part of her Family Member's.We did staying here to celebrating the CNY.
I was totally out of my mind cuz we starting having Steamboat start from the days CNY Eve until Chor3.
Thumbs up to my mum.

And alsooooo....Dreams Of Having My Own Car BROKE!!! W-T-H?!!
cuz of the lousy agent? I should look for another one.
N I never knw we have such Special Rules in M'sia if you gonna to have your own car's for those younger n you're below 25. Congratz~~!!!You need to pay for atleast 30% or even more than 50% as down payment unless you have a Guarantooorrr!!!It's seriously make me mad.
So how's??

Look for another agent and try for another time n I was realllyyyy hope its will work.
I have my own career.
I dont have any loan with bank or anything.
I earned n I have saving in my bank.
Why???

Wellllll,
n the Mr.S was not here with me.
the first year time, we didnt celebrating the CNY together.
N I almost going to forget I have a B'Frens.
I celebrated Valentine,X'Mas,Birthday Alone.
Thank you so much for let's me being So Independent.
N I No Need you anymore if You going to let's me celebrate my 21st Birthday Alone.
Cherrss.

Chapter 1

I'm totally out of my mind.
sometimes I'm more preferable I'm living alone.
Life will going easy right?
There's always having some fight when things become pairs.

I'm shaking like hell when I'm in bathroom..
I crying like shit.
and I still need to keep myself calm.
I'm not able to tell anyone about this.
Ppl always said: that's wat your choices?
I never being so frustrated abt myself.
Does I really make mistake happens?

I was shaking and telling myself.
She not such as tat kind of person,right?

Tears Dropped.

Heart Broken.

I'm not even knw how many times was this happens.

I'm telling myself I'm going to make some new start for my 2012.
and I'm almost going to broke my promise for the 2nd day for new year.
Because of you.

Thanks god.
I'm learning.

Haiii.

Harlooo People..It's 2012 and I will officially turn 21st~
It's should be a good things right? **Wink**

Lets we flash back to my 2011.
Nothing much different since days by days and I'm still alive.
I still the originally 100% me.
Not much different.
As I earn,I spend,I play,I work hard,I learn,I smile,I cry,I laugh.
the mission for 2011 I not yet achieve so I will still continue using for 2012.@@
LoL~

The only goods things to share was after working hard for my really first job for about 1 year+4 month to be a customer service assistant in uniform apparels.
The New Year for 2012.I'm officially transfer to be a Customer Service Officer.
I'm proud of myself. As in my young age as 20, I earned more than a degree or diploma holder now.=)

Though its still a long distance to be a stewardess as my dreams jobs, but I never giving up to this.

So,Lets me tell you about the mission for 2012.

1.) Saving Amount Up Up Up
2.) A Bangkok trip with the Babex Veron n Naima~
3.) A New Car for Myself
4.) A branded stuff for pampering myself

=)